I got angels on my shoulders. I got pulled over by a cop for blowing past a stop sign because I was in my head and went a mile past the hospital my dads in. Not only did i not get arrested for not having the breathalyzer in my car (rental), but the cop didn’t even give me a ticket. When a guy like Frank gets pulled over, the cop ends up checking for warrants on himself!

Why don’t I fear anything anymore. I mean, I definitely believe in God… just the fine tuning of the universe alone proves God is real. I deduced this. It be a mathematical impossibility

The only thing I really fear is continual suffering. Bad stomach pain. Bad health. Withdrawal from drugs. Being tortured again, etc. There’s this thing called apeirophobia. The fear of infinity. That’s what I fear. I feel like I been running in circles for the last 15 years.. like I’ve existed too long. Look at the size of the known universe.. 28 billion light years in diameter and that’s just what we know. Dark matter accounts for 95percent of the universe. It’s wild. Then look at time objectively.. it’s an illusion. This universe is 13.82 billion years going on so far. But what about the universe before the universe. What if that went on infinity. And now we’re teetering on over A TRILLION GALAXIES in our discoveries. We’re just in the Milky Way galaxy and now there’s awareness of all these other ones. I’m about to have a heart attack thinking about it. I can’t take it

Take me to church