Heather is going to be tougher than I thought. She almost opened up about her ptsd when she was a child that’s effecting her. But I didn’t push. I just acknowledged it. I also asked her how she measured life if she measures it by busyness because she’s always busy. She said she’s just grateful. She was a preachers daughter too. She’s going to let me know about next Friday when she’s off. I kinda felt rejected at first she didn’t jump on my invitation. But I’m a patient psychopath. She’s definitely the most valuable girl in this town and I’m right there as the number one guy on her mind. It’s pretty incredible. She don’t trust anybody. I asked her to summarize her introversion. After what she told me I told her she just wants to be alone in a cabin in Wisconsin away from people. I see this broad like no other. I’m pulling her in like gravity. It’s undeniable. Here’s the problem.. I’m feeling the pressure of time. I don’t got much left to continue with this level of psychopathic patience. I knows she absolutely impressed that I hadn’t text her once since she gave me her number… a girl like her.. how can someone not text her once in over a week. It’s definitely got her thinking about who the fuck I am…. Little does she know I deleted her number because I wouldn’t be able not to not text a girl like this every 5 min. I lured this girl in with precision and actually every thing I said to her.. the conversations.. the push n pull… I did it to perfection so far. But the pressure of time is starting to seep in